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* Tuesday, November 30, 2004 *

~wAt a DiSaPpOiNtMeNt~

yesterday's paper was a disappoinment... i was clueless abt wat i was doing exactly... hahaha =P juz scribbled everythg tt i remembered during my revision... i really didnt expect the papers to turn out like tt... it was nothing close to the past yr papers... some even haven't seen b4 throughout the whole course... it was more like testing ur concept which i don't have any... hohohoho... Mel called & we'll toking abt the papers & i was complaining & screwing the lecturer for setting tt paper... but tink i still managed to get some of his tricky parts correct... well anyway, its over... now gotta concentrate on another killer paper tis thurs... hiaks... but abit low moral ald sia...

going to sch study again wif the usual gang... gotta go get ready or i'll be later again ya... wat's new... hahaha =P will continue blogging maybe 2nite or maybe 2mr ya... Jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

1:11 PM

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* Tuesday, November 23, 2004 *

~BaCk tO wRk~

*aaaahhh chewww* tink i caught a flu yesterday during my papers... e air-con was like free in e exam hall & i was "suay" enough to be located @ the highest seat & directly below one of them... oso maybe of the late nitez previously for e preparation so my immune v.weak...

SGS Audit 2day & we r not allowed to apply for leave... so here i am... back to wrk after my 1st paper... really envy Eric & Joos... they are on leave for the full 3wks for exams... so shiok sia... gd to be wrkg for the government eh... they have 21days leave annually... me only pathetic 14days... hiaks... lucky i signed contract & sold myself to e company for the nx 3yrs... so i got 12days exam leave on top of the annual leave... or tink i'll die...

got 2 new project designs queuing e min i step into e company... my boss actually call out to me at my exit from the ladies... got so urgent or not?! we actually need to talk outside the toilet... pengz... haven't really gotten ready all e documents for e audit due to the heavy wrkload & exams last wk... so i was frighten to death when i was told i'm on nx... on flu & shivering when i was audited... not v.professional sia... but lucky e auditor has been here many times b4 & knw me... comes every twice a yr for e past 3yrs... somemore is married w kids type... so e more no need to be too bothered abt it... LOLx! lucky those documents he asked for i happen to have it done... for tis 20mins of the audit, i'm not allowed to go on leave... wat e *toot* (censored word)... hehehe =P anyway, i'm still on standby in case i'm wanted again...

looking @ e bear & angel on my monitor... realised its been days i've tok to Est & Xin... still pretty upset by wat happened... but there are really nothing much i can do now... DaR told me to write in my blog how i felt so they'll understand... which i've ald did... but don't tink its gonna make any diff... & my "England" sucks... can't express much... Told Mel e other day too when we'll in skool till midnite for the revision... he did lost some contacts too since we started tis course... friends who'll jio him for soccer now stopped asking him... but guys aren't v.bothered by tis kinda thg... Anyway, i'm still coping v.well wif tis emotional matter... cos there are more thgs in life than keep getting upset over tis now ya...... cos i'm stuck in e office AGAIN... i've to clear wat i have on hand now for 2day... cos i was told there'll be more coming in 2mr... $&*`%&#^$#^* even e operators from my company see oso asked if i got time to "pa tok" meh when i needa cope wif wrk & study... hiaks... but those who i expect to be supportive & understanding juz simply disappoint me...

7:55 PM

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* Monday, November 22, 2004 *

~dOwN tO 2~

ArHHHhhhhh...... juz home after e 1st paper... managed to complete all 4Qns... made a careless mistake on Part A Qn5aii... go & put z/sin(z) as removable singularity... actually got poles at +/-(npie) mah... careless careless... 6marks gone juz like tt... wasted sia... then part B Q5b forgotten to minus the whole max. likelihood estimation to solve for a... Q6b totally can't do, but cos i've secure my 15mrks in Q6a so no matter how oso gotta anyhow scribble somethg... hope lecturer will give some sympathy marks ya... hehe =P hmm... Overall the paper was still ok lah... hoping to get at least a B for it ya... keeping my fingers crossed neh!

At least e past few days of hard wrk did pay off ya... dragged myself to meet e guys in sch after wrk @ 8pm on Fri... tt Mel so "gong"... Arts canteen can say is Laws canteen... make me walk one BIG round trying to locate them... Alan & Joos left ard 9plus, then Eric ard 10plus ba... they were in sch since noon, so by tt time, their brain ald stop functioning liaox... LOLx! so didnt stopped them from meeting e ZZZzzzz monster... left Mel & me still trying to stay focus & concentrate... then until 12plus... we oso sianx liao... start gosipping... then ard 1am we gave up & headed home... Mel gave me a ride on his "IMPULSE"... if u r wondering wat's tt, its his bike model lah i tink... @ 1st it was only drizzling, but half way thro' its raining cats & dogs sia... then Mel still ride so fast... e rain hit me oso pain... feel abit like taking "lie hao zhan che" sia... LOLx... but it was still pretty cool ya... i was all drenched when i reached home... Mum was still in e living room when i entered e house, but luckily she was sleeping v.soundly & didnt even noticed my entrance or i sure kana bombard... Suppose to meet e usual grp @ 11plus e v.nx day... as usual, i sleep till e sun scalded my backside then i woke up... only reached ard 1.30pm... studied till 7plus & we decided to call it for e day... spent my whole Sun trying to squeeze as many formulas & examples into my A4 size cheat sheet... must be kiasu abit... but actually alot didn't get to use de...

2 more papers to go & i'm bornfreeeeeeee... Signals on nx mon 5pm & EDM on thurs 9am... gotta continue to jiayou jiayou jiayou eh... tink EDM will be the killer paper ya... Anyway, juz now heard from Shijing says everytime b4 exam eat chocolates will help to do well neh... she says somethg like chocolate will makes u feel excited...... LOLx... anyway, i'll give it a try nx mon... cos Shijing's in e dean's list wor... don't play play eh... hehehe

*yawn* going to take a nap now... v.long nber take afternoon nap on wkdays le... feel so "xing fu"... LOLx...

1:55 PM

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* Thursday, November 18, 2004 *

~ArGh...... sO StReSsEd!~

I'm so stressed out physically, mentally & emotionally...

Got a big surprise by finding a "xiao qiang's" dead body in my mug tis morning... felt so disgusted... washed my mug twice with detergent & rinse it twice wif hot water... was still feeling kinda uneasy but still finished e whole cup of coffee i made... hehe =P

got stuck @ wrk till 8pm juz now... was so busy e whole day since i reached office tis morning... don't even have the time to go lunch or buy my fav "Khong Guan's Bao"... everytime i sent out mails to my dept telling them i'll be on leave for exams e nx two wks, all e wrk will start flooding in... hiaks... always last min... inconsiderate sia... but wat to do... still gotta rush it for them ya... who ask i'm the only Design Layout AE... tt's e problem wrkg in small company... u don't get any backup or support when u fall sick or on leave... is either do or quit... but it makes u feel important & wanted ya...

ald v.stress out wif wrk & tis coming monday is my 1st paper... but somethg happened tt really upset me... saw Kexin online late morning... i did my usual multitasking by chatting & wrkg... i was telling her abt the dispute i had wif e 2 "Est"s e other day... was v."pek chak" wif my dentist who didn't make it on time for the appointment AGAIN... wasted my trip... its been ages i'm on braces & really "thanks" to him... so complained to e "Est"s who happen to be online then... i spelled out clearly i was in foul mood & was hoping to get consolation from them... but somehow it turned out likewise... Esther Cai start asking abt somethg like y my blog only mentioned abt DaR DaR & nothg abt them... @ 1st i wasn't v.bothered abt it & still say i'll take note but she still carried on...... saying now she say liao then i write not sincere... i was really getting out of patient & told her off by asking her not to ask stoooopid qn... & tt's when it all started... & Blah Blah Blah... well, Elaine of cos sided her... so i juz left the conversation when i see tt thgs are getting nowhere... tot Kexin will understand my situation but NO... hiaks... another wrong move... Kexin started to tell me abt her feelings towards me... like i've changed lately & didn't really put in effort in our friendships... i was really heartbroken after listening to tis... deeply deeply hurt... cos tt's really not true... 3 of them are my best best best friends... knw them since sec1 & its been 10yrs... they all have a place in my heart...

u guys can nber imagine the stress having to wrk & attend classes in the nite... it really needs alot of preseverence & support to go thro'... & 4yrs is the time i'm sacrificing... its my dream tt i'm pursuing... i really dunno how to put it cos i'm confused by what they are feeling... speechless...

juz felt its so unfair to be judge as not putting in effort but i'm really not in e mood to discuss any further... my priority now is to get my wrk done & focus on my exams... juz take tis time to cool down & probably do some soul-searching...

11:57 PM

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* Monday, November 15, 2004 *

~gRaNNy's 78tH BiRtHDaY~

today's granny's 78th birthday...
we gathering @ her place for the celebration...
Mum, sis & brother went early to play mahjong while i studied @ home...
now exam time, have been studying...
Chinese is "du shu" so if gamble sure lose... LOLx!
so better don't...

Cake cutting session...

The family photo

We, e grandchildren
Back row: Sis's bf Adrian, Cousin WenJie, Brother Liang
Front row: Sis Jasmine, Granny, me

11:17 PM

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* Saturday, November 13, 2004 *

~LoVeLY LoVeLY NiTeZ~

reached DaR's wrkplace ard 8pm last nite... he's e only one left in the office... dunno why he always got endless wrk to do... hiaks... anyway, we caught the results of the singapore idol in one of the conference room...
Daphne's out! hmm... tt's kinda expected lah... her chinese really sounds v.ang moh... LOLx! well... my prediction for the finals will be Olinda & Slyvester... keeping my fingers crossed ya...

DaR totally forgotten abt our bet until i told him he's supposed to bring me to cafe cartel for dinner... then he asked if i found the mp3... hehehe... so he bo bian... we left his office only ard 9.15pm... kinda late so changed target to Bugis for sakae sushi instead... my fav jap food... by the time we reached there it ald time for last order... so i placed our order thro' the pc @ e seats... & guess wat, they actually missed the order for DaR's miso ramen... horrible sia... somemore cannot order anymore ald... as usual, DaR DaR being the MR NICE GUY, didn't even feel a thg still tell them its ok when i was ald getting real pissed off... so i shared my tofu nabee wif him...

Now you see it...

Now you don't... LOLx!

After dinner, we thought it was kinda wasted to come all the way juz to have dinner... then i suggested we go clarke/boat quay for a light drink... so we alighted @ raffles mrt & walked ard to see if there's any cool place to hang out... then we came acrossed tis museum which have a bar tt look kinda cosy... it's called Bar Opiume... then realised its juz another branch of IndoChine tt we've been to @ Wisma... but the crowd is lesser compared to orchard... we each had 2drinks then headed home ard 1am cos DaR DaR still needa wrk e nx day ya...

tt's margarita i'm holding...

1:19 PM

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~BiLLY BoMbERs~

Cod Fish & Chip

Mixed Grill

12:53 PM

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* Friday, November 12, 2004 *

~LuCkY LuCkY mE!!! hAhAhA~

went to feast out @ Billy Bombers e other day wif DaR...
cos my boss gave me 3vouchers b4 he left for KL shopping trip with his wife...
every $20 spent entitled to $10off...

DaR DaR had cod fish & chips & i had a mixed grill... *yummy yummy*

the portion was real big... took some fotos ya... but wif DaR DaR N6230...
he v.busy so don't dare to ask him send it to me via email...
anyway, will upload it soon ya...
we oso ordered Root Beer Float which total up to $47+...
then we got to use 2 of the vouchers... so after deduction was only $27+...
it was v.worth it neh...

happy happy ya...
not juz becos i get off till nx tues...
but cos had a bet wif DaR DaR last nite...
we were chatting & suddenly thought abt tis song sang by Lin Hui Ping...
we both knw tt its a guy telling story in e front part then after tt she'll sing...
but we don't knw the title... & tis song is like yrs back...
so DaR says if i managed to find it, he'll give me a treat to cafe cartel...
so i was asking ard e whole day but nobody seems to knw wat i tokg abt...
some still say i AUNTIE sia... ^*&(#^%*$&*%*#&*%
Argh... but "huang tian bu fu you xin ren"...
i not only found e mp3, got tis flash as well...
its a v.sad story ya...
anyway, hope u guys like it as much as we do...

http://www.12900.com/images/flash/pro_010/5712.swf

okay dokey... going off to meet & "hao lian" to my him liaox... LOLx!!!
will take some pixs @ cafe cartel & upload let u guys see ya...
hahahahahahaaaaa...

7:08 PM

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* Wednesday, November 10, 2004 *

~FiNaLLY......................~

PheWwwww... finally finished the 1st part of EDM...
reading is one thg, understanding is another...
still on time with my latest scheduled revision timetable...
but i've to complete my part two by tomorrow... hiaks...
kinda impossible... but still gotta try ya...

e maths test on Monday was a killer...
didn't knw wat exactly i was doing... totally blackout...
too gan jiong ald... somemore do ald cannot check...
where can like tt one... poor system...
lucky my gang was there backing me up on msn...
or i sure jialat ald tis time...
heard tis test is only 5% for the overall grade...
so its still not too bad... but better buck up b4 its too late ya...

tomorrow's holiday... HAPPY DEEPAVALI!
don't have to wake up early report to wrk...
can sleep until e sun shine till my butt then wake up...
yuppy!!! my favourite ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz......
not gonna take leave on Fri to have e super long wkend...
cos i'll only sleep till dunno when @ home...
so might as well come to wrk loh...
save my annual leaves wait for DaR DaR bring me go on holiday...
he promise me de... but dunno wait till when only lah... LOLx

DaR DaR has been real busy lately due to seasons ya...
start wrk @ 8am & only reached home ard midnitez...
Poor thing sia... 3 cheers for him... JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

5:32 PM

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* Monday, November 08, 2004 *

~LaLaLaaaaa~

Its e beginning of another new wk...
but its not as bluey as any other previous monday...
hehehe =P cos its a 4days wk due to deepavali on Thurs...
& so is nx wk, holiday in lieu on Mon... hohohoho...

School have finally ended & now is the "xiu lian" period for exams...
but i'm more excited abt going home early to watch tv after wrk everyday...
hahaha =P

met my regular F4 (female 4) members on Friday for dinner after wrk...
Kexin is back from her Auzzie trip & bought us souvenirs...
mine didn't really strink compared to the other 2 "Est"s
despite my sotong act for not wishing her on time for birthday then... LOLx...
see... An Angel flew from Australia ya...

DaR brought me to Geylang's "He He Bao Ji" for lunch after his wrk on Sat...
Look @ e food... *yummy yummy*

DaR DaR's view... (courtesy of his N6230)

My view (by my CMI T630)

Enjoying my "Kong Ba mee"

put on some weight lately... probably due to late dinner after my lessons...
then head off to bed cos i'm real tired after a long day of wrk & sch...
oso haven't been hitting down to the gym for like e past one yr?! haha =P

haven't been studying hard ya...
way behind my schedule... but tt's normal for every sem... hehehe
have been sleeping my days away...
i can actually sleep anywhere, anytime,

if i were to be left alone w/o ppl toking to me...
tt's exactly wat happen yesterday...
DaR was busy solving his network & searching somethg on the web for his GM
& i juz ZZzzzzzzzz before he knw it beside him...
DaR DaR was like, "Aiyoh!!! u really can sleep hoh!" LOLx...

Gotta stay back in the office till 8pm to take EM2 test... Boring...
lucky its online... & my gang is gathering on msn

to backup each other in case of emergency...
hohoho... Jiayou Jiayou oh!!!

3:14 PM

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* Thursday, November 04, 2004 *

~AARRRRGGGGGHHHHH~

Did I actually step on somethg "dirty" or have i bump into wat?
My life's totally screwed up!!!
happily went lunch wif my bosses & colleagues tis afternoon...
then guess wat, suddenly i juz missed a step &
"dah dahhhh"..... I fell down AGAIN!!! OUCCCCHHHHH......
tis is the "n"th time i fall tis yr...
Al'tot i didn't sprained my ankle or scar myself as badly as the previous times...
but it still hurts wor... *sob sob*

my boss ask if its becos of my heels but i don't tink so...

cos everytime i fall i wore a different pair...

so obviously the problem is with the person eh... LOLx!!!

probably i shld avoid wearing heels...

I actually screamed @ a vendor after the "n"th time they fabricate somethg wrong...
how difficult can it be to juz follow instructions!!!
still can argue back... insist they not in the wrong ...
makes me even more "pek chak"... blood boiling...
Anyway, customer is always right!!! So i insist for a replacement, don't care...
Somemore tis job is urgent... & e fussy engineer kept pressing me for it...
kinda make me feel incapable ... #*$&*%^#^$#$&*%^#
down down down... low spirit sia...

Anyway, DaR DaR called me yesterday...
after cold war for 2days...
we shake hands & "he hao ru chu" ald...
but seems like the devil in me is still hunting for her prey ya...
so u ppl better don't be in my way...
or I'LL BITE eh...

4:42 PM

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* Tuesday, November 02, 2004 *

~LifE's FuLL oF UpS & DoWns~

When u r down on luck, anything can goes wrong...
Somethg's wrong with my template tis time... experience exceed bandwidth...
not in the mood to solve the prob, so i juz simply changed it...
somethg simple tt i create while playing ard with the html code...
so will use this for the time being...

got tis msg attn to me...
well u luv to read ppl's blog so much izit .. fu*k off

to whoever,
*when u blog, u expect ppl to read it...
if u don't want ppl to read, then should keep ur blog in private folder...*

Haven't heard from DaR DaR e whole of today...
i admit i'm not a gd gf...
my mind has yet once again gone out of control...
& i've been bugging on him
despite he has been real busy & stress out @ work...
i'm now like a freak to him...
he sms me he had enough of my nonsense last nite...
i'm hurt... cos he's not even on my side when some1 wrote those mean thgs to me...
he's probably very mad at me tis time...
who knws maybe i'll nber get to hear from him again...
But u ppl don't have to take pity of me...
I'm e bad ger tis time... I've gotta learn my lessons...
Being nice & a nice gf is different...

Seems like thgs have really turn from bad to worse...
so stress out with everythg... & u nber knw wat's gonna happen 2mr...
kept telling myself not to get hit by all tis...
gotta gain back the confidence i have...

Gotta drag myself to school again..........................

5:41 PM

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* Monday, November 01, 2004 *

~TrUtH HuRtS~

Hmm... Found out somethg tt upsets me again...
Truth really hurts... & tt's why ppl tends to lie...
But i believe whatever happens, happen for a reason...
no matter how u hide or lie, everythg will still spill out...
Being nice is always been taken granted instead of being appreciated... & tis is LIFE!!!

Countdown 21days to exam... kinda lag from my schedule... gotta buck up ya...
Must stay focus & not get too distracted by watever tt happens...
Really down on luck tis yr... Probably becos I "fan Tai Sui"...
So everythg doesn't go smooth for me...

My Office is parting up some extra space up for our fab expansion nx door...

It's gonna take 5wks, & tis is only the 1st day... OMG!!!
The drilling & banging is driving me NUTS... AIYOH!!!
Tis really worsen my BluEy MoNDaY!!!
hmm... Tink 2mr gonna bring some plastic sheets to cover my desk from those dust...
Still considering whether to bring all my bears home for tis few wks...

4:22 PM

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