* Thursday, November 18, 2004 *

~ArGh...... sO StReSsEd!~

I'm so stressed out physically, mentally & emotionally...

Got a big surprise by finding a "xiao qiang's" dead body in my mug tis morning... felt so disgusted... washed my mug twice with detergent & rinse it twice wif hot water... was still feeling kinda uneasy but still finished e whole cup of coffee i made... hehe =P

got stuck @ wrk till 8pm juz now... was so busy e whole day since i reached office tis morning... don't even have the time to go lunch or buy my fav "Khong Guan's Bao"... everytime i sent out mails to my dept telling them i'll be on leave for exams e nx two wks, all e wrk will start flooding in... hiaks... always last min... inconsiderate sia... but wat to do... still gotta rush it for them ya... who ask i'm the only Design Layout AE... tt's e problem wrkg in small company... u don't get any backup or support when u fall sick or on leave... is either do or quit... but it makes u feel important & wanted ya...

ald v.stress out wif wrk & tis coming monday is my 1st paper... but somethg happened tt really upset me... saw Kexin online late morning... i did my usual multitasking by chatting & wrkg... i was telling her abt the dispute i had wif e 2 "Est"s e other day... was v."pek chak" wif my dentist who didn't make it on time for the appointment AGAIN... wasted my trip... its been ages i'm on braces & really "thanks" to him... so complained to e "Est"s who happen to be online then... i spelled out clearly i was in foul mood & was hoping to get consolation from them... but somehow it turned out likewise... Esther Cai start asking abt somethg like y my blog only mentioned abt DaR DaR & nothg abt them... @ 1st i wasn't v.bothered abt it & still say i'll take note but she still carried on...... saying now she say liao then i write not sincere... i was really getting out of patient & told her off by asking her not to ask stoooopid qn... & tt's when it all started... & Blah Blah Blah... well, Elaine of cos sided her... so i juz left the conversation when i see tt thgs are getting nowhere... tot Kexin will understand my situation but NO... hiaks... another wrong move... Kexin started to tell me abt her feelings towards me... like i've changed lately & didn't really put in effort in our friendships... i was really heartbroken after listening to tis... deeply deeply hurt... cos tt's really not true... 3 of them are my best best best friends... knw them since sec1 & its been 10yrs... they all have a place in my heart...

u guys can nber imagine the stress having to wrk & attend classes in the nite... it really needs alot of preseverence & support to go thro'... & 4yrs is the time i'm sacrificing... its my dream tt i'm pursuing... i really dunno how to put it cos i'm confused by what they are feeling... speechless...

juz felt its so unfair to be judge as not putting in effort but i'm really not in e mood to discuss any further... my priority now is to get my wrk done & focus on my exams... juz take tis time to cool down & probably do some soul-searching...

11:57 PM


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