When one thing start to screw up, the rest will juz follow...
I'm tired after a long day but still couldn't get to sleep... While waiting for the Zzz monster to come attack me, i tot i shld juz update my blog...
Having test nx wk, then project deadline & presentation the wk after nx... & i'm mentally stressed up with the things that are happening ard... so much so that i think i'm collapsing without a shoulder to lean on... One issue was that i heard from a colleague who has juz tender his resignation letter that our department is gonna have a HUGE restructuring again... according to his last conversation with our COO, this time major changes are going to occur... This is going to affect everyone alot... I'm not gonna write in details in case some of colleagues happens to read this entry... Now i have to crack my brain on how & who i can approach to propose my Final Year Project...
it's Friday again... the long, torturing wk is almost over... i'm so tired & struggling, especially tis wk... attended 2 labs in a row, one after another on Monday... attended 1st half of the lecture on Tues & rushed to attend Shijing's Wedding... Drown with work on Wed & rushing lab reports at night... today was so held up at wrk that i was even late for my lesson... the strength & support that has always been with me probably is not there anymore... anyway, this is my 3rd yr ald, so no matter what happen i'll still persevere on...
Finally took out my braces after almost 3yrs of torture on it... Al'tot i dont feel much of a difference but at least i dont have to start digging my food trap between the braces & my teeth after every meal... After clearing my bills, giving Mummy, Granny & Brother a fixed amt every mth, & having to pay a freaking $600 for my Retainer, i'm so damn broke for the rest of the mth... bearly able to survive... Sob sob... tt probably explains why today when i have the 1st look of my Citibank Dividend card that was automatically upgraded to Platinum, which i have no idea why... i really have this urge to wanna withdraw all the cash advancement & swipe till my credits limit... Go on a shopping spree, SPA, holidays, a place to escape from this messy situation, etc... actually the card is juz like an addition to my collection... The old one i don't even r'ber when was the last time i used it... when the free subscriptions are up, i simply call to cancel & normally they'll waived the annual fee... & so i get to keep it for another year...
Watched Weekend Escapade on ChU yesterday... They'll introducing a place in Thailand that is kinda exclusive... Where u get to stay in this hut along the river... it's a little piece of paradise in the heart of the jungle... You can ride elephants through the jungle and visit native Mon villages or simply bask in the sun and dive off your verandah for a swim in the river... The night wanders on like the river; whispers and smiles pass across candlelit wooden tables as your host tells folkloric stories of the river... sounds pretty cool isn't it...
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